What I can say about myself is that I am very lucky as a human being.
I still have a good parents, my best cook Mom.
My funny Dad
My generous Elder Sister
My beloved little sister...
My cute nephew and niece
Long distance boyfriend.. well if I may say he is my boyfriend... we somehow attached to each other in funny weird way.
a good job with multinational company
friendly colleagues
good income
good relations with surrounds me
I lost 14 kg
I am looking good
I work out a lot
Free work out place at Life Spa (benefit from work)
I eat healthier food (which my beloved Mom provide)
I went to travel abroad, to Europe for the first time this year in London, UK.
last year was Japan and Hong Kong
I still ride my cool motorbike, Vespa
I have SGD1000 presents from my elder sister for my birthday
some cool friends I never meet anymore..
but did I ever grateful for all of this?
do I ever feel happy?
I have no freaking idea..
I am not a very grateful person.
I am 33 yet not married, no children, no best friend to run to.
I am in complete lost and no one know that.... they just see me from the outside..
I have never been completely honest with myself...
I am loners.. I am lonely and that makes me really sad..
What is wrong with me and relationship ?
There was one time a guy, acquittance form my mom's friend... but I turned him down.. sorry...
In the end.. I am just an unhappy individual...
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