I am getting sucks in managing my life

I think i really need to think really carefully of every steps and decission i take for my life.

I hv been playing my life too long and too far.

But witt this experience its a good thing for me to realise that i am not that kind of person.
And i am so glad that i have no interest in doing such things.

I want to put things all together now.

First my decission of my future.
Yes i am going to say yessss for japan.
I hope the path to go there will go smoothly as expected.

And then i want to fix my job.
Its been too long i abandoned my responsibilities.
I feel like i no longer who i am recently.

I guess thats because i am just too tired with my job.
Piles of workss. Undone business

*sigh* i am so going to fix everything from today on.

First thing first. I am going to clean my room and change my bed sheet.
And i am going to make it in real quick and neat.

I have to be who i really am. Who loves neat and clean.

Today i am going to start to become a good person.

And i am going to pray as i should do.

I have to finish all the books i planned to read.

And i am going to be serious of what i am doing from now on.

Next week i will hv my leave and i am going to show my little sister that i love her so much and i want her to see me as her real sister and the good one.

I am going to be Me again.

Happy sunday! !