I am a looser

Yeppp i guess i am a looser
Who doesnt deserve this life.
Its such a waste of life.
I am a total looser and total failure.
Nobody stopping me from being a looser and total failure.
I have to help myself.
But i am too tired of helping myself out.
I want somebody to help me out

Please somebody stop me from hating myself.
Because thats how i feel right now.
I hate and disgussed myself to the bone.
I feel sorry for my parents for having such a hard time to have me to this world.

All i want to do is to end this.

I want to end this.

I want to end this.

End this.